Non-Relating lotr Fan Fics

[BillysLiLAngel]

Heya!

Anyone with Fan Fics that are not Lord of the Rings related, can you please post them in this thread please?
Thank you for you time!
Adelle

[peregrina took]

Some of my fictions can be found HERE

I haven't put some of them in the web yet, its bcuz its way too loooong ( approximately 100++ pages, pocketbook size).

Sorry for the typo and gramatical error, i havent edited them yet.

Hope you like them.

[Elven_Muggle]

ok people, this is my first shot at a song fic, so here goes.
it is based on portions of the song "Butterfly Kisses" by Jeff Carson and dedicated to the memory of my father.
DISCLAIMER: this song is NOT mine but the rest of the story is so please don't copy it.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: based on actual events and told in my POV. please reply, it would be much appreciated.

"BUTTERFLY KISSES"
property of Andria Turner

~~*~~
'There's two things I know for sure,
She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl.'

Daddy's little girl. I was daddy's little girl once. Until that all came crashing down. Now, don't get me wrong, I loved my father more than anything, but he smoked like a freight train and although I was too young to understand at the time, I knew that's what took him from me. I miss him everyday and I think about him everyday. Sometimes I sit and cry listening to that song, not only to the words, but to the meaning behind them. To what I lost and want so desperatly to get back.

'As I drop to my knees by her bed at night,
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes.
And I thank God for all of the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all...'

Joy? I knew what that was once. It was brought to me by one man, and one man only. My father. Sometimes I sit alone and think, "Why, daddy? Why did you leave me?" but of course I don't talk to anyone about the feelings I have, that would just be too difficult.

*Flashback*
I was sitting at the kitchen table drawing a picture, with green marker all over my hands. I saw my mother emerge in the entry way with tears in her eyes.
She knelt down beside me and said the three worst words for any child to hear about their hero, "Your daddy's gone." she said simply and pulled me close to her and cried harder.
She walked out of the kitchen and I went to the sink to wash my hands and that is when it hit me, the man I admired and looked up to the most was no longer in my life.
*End Flashback*

'She'll change her name today,
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride room just stairing at her,
She asks me what I'm thinkin' and I said, 'I'm not sure,
I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl...'

I look forward to that day. Me in a white dress, standing in the brides room, only without the one man that I wish in with all my heart and sould could be there. The only man that a girl could ever count on, my dad.

It has been 8 years now, since I lost him, and I miss him more and more each day and I look forward to the day when we will once again be reunited and I can hug him and once again, whisper the words I have been longing to say since the day we lost him, I will be able to say, "I love you daddy."

'With all that I've done wrong,
I must have done somethin' right,
to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses for life...'
~*THE END*~

In Loving Memory of:
Doyle Turner Sr.
July 16, 1942-September 16, 1995
Beloved husband, father, grandfather, son, brother and friend.
Now an angel of God.
~~*~~
ok, now please give me some feedback.

lotsa love,
~*Andie*~

[Elven_Muggle]

Thanks MrsWillTurner, and yes, I wrote it myself, but I was not doing it to be creative, it is dedicated to the memory of my father, so it is not made up.

[Stipe]

OMG!! andi!!!! I read that b4!!! and it made me cry again!!!!!

I can't see myself loving my dad like that!! He makes me sooo mad!!!! I hit him on my own b-day!!! HIT HIM!!! yes I'm awful but I couldn't stop myself!!! besides he grabbed me first!!!

[BillysLiLAngel]

Awwww stipe! I'm really sorry to hear about you and your dad on your birthday! Hope everything is cleared up!
Namarie!
Adelle

[Stipe]

ummm thanx.....yeah like every other day things are alright!!

[peregrina took]

Stipe, im glad everythings ok now between u and ur dad......
*hugs*

[peregrina took]

Elven Muggle,

sorry to hear about ur dad.
but im sure wherever he is..if that thing happens to you one day, he will be very proud of you.

that one you wrote left me with a teary eyes.....i luv the song......it reminds me of another 1 related to that;


SING ME A SONG AGAIN, DADDY

Sing me a song again, Daddy
Sing me a happy verse.
Teach me those clever lines you sang
As you carried me on your shoulders.
Sing me that hymn that you so loudly
Sang in church with mom.
Sing it again to me and fill me
With all your words of wisdom.

Comforting words of love when I
Would get home from school in tears.
Somehow your songs have stayed within me
Down through all the years.
Once when my younger heart was broken
Your shoulder was there to cry on.
Sing me those songs I know will linger
Long after you have gone.

I am standing at the threshold
Of a chapter in my life
I am asking for your blessing
As I'm about to be the wife
Of a man I know who loves me
And I'm proud to be his bride.
Dad the time has come for me to leave your side.

So, sing me a song again, Daddy.
Sing me a lullaby.
Wrap me inside your arms, Daddy,
'Though this is not goodbye.
Your songs will live forever
In my heart. When times get rough
The ones I'll most remember
Are your songs of love.

Your songs will live forever
In my heart. When times get rough

The ones I'll most remember
Are your songs of love.

every word makes me wanna cry....thinking about me getting married someday......i just wish it was Billy......

[Stipe]

Oh you *scobby huggles*...*sniff* that one was really cryable

[peregrina took]

it was indeed......it'll leave u with a teary eyes...*sobs*

[Elven_Muggle]

Here is a new story that I just wrote on a very sleepless night. I may want to warn you, it's sad, but it had a good message at the end.
I'll give this a PG rating just to be safe for sadness and slight hints of suicide, but there is no bad imagry relating to that, so don't worry!
Disclaimer: I don't own the song "The Voice Within", just this story and all the thoughts and emotions conveyed in it because, these ARE my thoughts and feelings.
This is quite personal, so I'm hoping that you all will like this, please let me know what you think...

"The Voice Within"
By Andria Turner

'Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry you'll soon be free to fly...'

She lay all alone in her bedroom on her bed, her head laying on the slightly flat pillows while tears streamed from her dark brown eyes and down onto her tanned cheeks. Lying next to her were several pictures of her family, and friends and her Bilble. She had been reading several passages from it over and over for the past several days. She sat and wondered, how can such a loving God make her suffer so much. She had lost her father when she was just a young girl. Her mother, who was more like her best friend, was too swept up in her own grief when her father died to even pay a moments attention to the young girl in need. Her older brother, who she never feeled she could be close with, also had problems of his own, leaving his younger sister who needed him so desperately.

'When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants to bother to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means...'

She arose from her bed and wandered idly around her bedroom and over to her computer. Turning it on, she went to her journal and began to write her thoughts. She imagined that the computer was animate, that she could tell her problems to the piece of machinery, something she could never do with anyone else. She then signed on to her internet went to her favorite site, the site being that of her favorite actor's, she emmersed herself in the stories written about him, pretending she was actually in those stories, where life seemed to be so...perfect. So different from her own.

'Young girl don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day...'

She ached for an escape. To be far away from this place and where she felt she belonged. She often thought of her means of escape, but every time she came close, something was there holding her back. Every time she was ready to swallow those pills or slide the blade across her wrists, she hesitated for some reason. 'Perhaps...' she thought, '...I just don't have the courage to do it...' Although she wanted to end her pitiful life, she couldn't do it. Whenever she thought of her death, thoughts of her family creapt into her mind...her nieces and nephews who looked up to her so much, the little children that she watched grow up and even helped raise a few of them...her brothers and sisters, who had accepted her as their little sister even though she was not naturally part of the family...her mother, who, at her advanced age, took on the responsibilities of a mother once again, raising this young girl as one of her own, never giving taking her in a second thought...

'When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within...'

Her thoughts, once again, lingered on her suffering. Her family had accepted her, or so she hoped, but the outside world hadn't. School was a nightmare for the fragile young girl. Teasing, bullying, she heard it all. She tried numerous schools, even private Christian schools, but, in a way, those were worse for her. Not that they were too structured, there were actually the opposite of that, it was there where she faced the most tourment. She felt all alone, no one to call her friend, no shoulder to cry on when the world has turned it's back on her.

'Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul...'

She walked over to her bed, laying down on it and picking up her Bible. She opened it to the marked page and read a single verse..."For God so loved the world, He gave His only begotten Son so that whoever believith in Him shalt not perish, but have everlasting life-John 3:16" She looked up as a single tear rolled down her cheek, it was then she understood those words, she was not alone in this cruel world, she had something to lean on when she was hurting, when the world turned it's back on her...she had Him...

'Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall...'

FIN![/b]

Thank you for taking the time to read this and please let me know what you think...

By the way, Adelle, I pinned this topic for you!

[BillysLiLAngel]

That was very well done andria! Very sad yes, but the ending was most excellent! omg u have so much talent! wish i could be like you. *applauding andria*
Luv ya!
ur friend
Adelle

[Lupin]

aww thats a cute song peragrina took
i like it even know its for somebody else
i think its cool!

[2obsessers]

Okay, I was 9 years old and my brother (12) was diaganosed with Cancer, he died 6 months afterwords and i was emotionally dead. I spent a few years putting my life together and here i am today! still crazy and i still have to go to thearapy but i am doing better and here is a song that i wrote ( i like writing poetry but you can interpret that into a song) Herrrrre ya go! ( this song may also be interpreted to have suicidal parts too)

Quiet thoughts, Dancing in my head
Wondering when they will be dead
.silently dying, every day,
and yet the world seems to turn the other way.
Not telling any one
for then i would be done
Covering up the emotions
hiding the notions
Seeming fine
But really just died
Wanting to do much more
wanting to solve the core
Hoping for a day
the pain will go away


Okay. thats my life! hope you liked it!